lost

something's missing, something's wrong,
wonder i may, where i belong,
it all seems weird when i look around,
i scream out loud, but the pain abounds...

i go out on the streets, with my heart bleeding,
take out my phone and keep on reading,
the fond memories of being together,
i try to be free, but everytime i'm tethered...

i know you're not there, but still sing the songs,
my hopes are dead, this life's too long,
nothing's missing, nothing's wrong,
wonder i no more, where i belong...

ALL THAT MATTERS IS HER SMILE

she says i make her feel guilty
was i ever so imposing
she says she cant love me
was i ever so nosing

i keep silent, i keep numb
ppl may say that i m being dumb
my feelings r strong n i knw for sure
dat no matter wat, i'll not succumb

deep down inside, i wish she ws mine
hope hope i hope, n still thrs no sign
my sorrows, my silence r really worthwhile
cuz all that matters is her smile
cuz all that matters is her smile

Main... revisited

palat ke zindagi ke pannon ko jo dekha, hansta muskurata main nazar aaya...
aaj mein jeena kise kehte hain, yeh mujhe mere kal ne sikhaya...
main phir utha ek baar usi josh ke saath, toh khud ko gamon se bandhaa hua paya...
todi zanjeerein jo maine gamon ki, toh apne aks mein naya insaan nazar aaya...

Main... revisited

palat ke zindagi ke pannon ko jo dekha, hansta muskurata main nazar aaya...
aaj mein jeena kise kehte hain, yeh mujhe mere kal ne sikhaya...
main phir utha ek baar usi josh ke saath, toh khud ko gamon se bandhaa hua paya...
todi zanjeerein jo maine gamon ki, toh apne aks mein naya insaan nazar aaya...

sher-o-shayari.2

woh muskura rahe hain, dekhkar hum bhi muskura liye...

us mukuraahat mein humne dardoghum chhupa liye...

woh poochhte rahe ki baat kya ho gayi...

woh poochhte rahe ki baat kya ho gayi...

hum chup rahe, aur baat aankhon se bayaan ho gayi...

sher-o-shayari.1

koi unhein bataaye ki hum aahein bhara karte hain...
karwat badal badal raat guzara karte hain...
na chain subah na shaam mein hai,
na chain subah na shaam mein hai...
din raat unhein paane ki dua karte hain...

sher-o-shayari

aaj phir mausam udaas hai, phir tanhaayi hai

dil ne kaha, shaayad phir teri yaad aayi hai

ab toh ummeed bhi kho chuke hain tere aane ki,

yeh baat sach hai ki roothi humse khudaayi hai

a drabble f destiny

A path 2 follow, a road 2 travel.
Destination's a mystery 4 me 2 unravel...
Leave me d way i wana b,
do let go of me, plz let go of me...

u n i

a lot to say, that my heart desires...

a lot to do that love requires...

different may be my love for u,

its u only u who my heart admires...

m around the people who say that they care,

m busy with stuff i may not share...

wat if i can't have u as mine,

but still u r the one hu sets my pulses on fire

the agony

wen wud dis void fill... n i'll say m happy.
wen wud dis ordeal end... n i'll say m free.
god tke dis heart n emotions from me,
or else i'll die every moment m alive...
d loneliness, d emptiness mke me cry...
m longing to smile, m longing to smile...

my poems

Main...

kabhi ummeed ki roshni, toh kabhi tanhaayi ka andhera... mehsus karta, dekhta, bhagta, par chhoo nahin pata... is zindagi ke falsafe mein ualjh ke reh gaya ek keede sa mehsus karta, khud ko giraata sambhaalta...

main...
Apne aks ko aaine mein dekhkar sochta, ki kya mujhe khushi naseeb hogi, phir us khushi ke peechhe bhaagta, chahta ki ek baar toh usey paata...

main...
haan main, ek insaan, ek dost, ek bhai, ek beta... rota, bilakhta, tadapta ki kaash koi mera bhi hota... main, haan main...